Sunday, April 29, 2007

Fear

The connection that I thought we had is lost.

Replaced instead by fear and distrust.

I do not know what you will do next to hurt me.
I do not know what you will say next that will cause me pain.
Intentional or unintentional.

I had not expected to hurt so much. And it scares me. Because it seems even I did not know how much I felt for you.

I am afraid of you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

LMD

Like I said earlier, your writings had comforted me. I feel there is much melancholy in you over some particular situation now, am I right?

I don't have a blog to share my feelings like you do, but I do write to heal. If you would like find comfort in some of my emotions like how I found comfort in yours, you can give me your email add and I can email you.

And, thanks, really, for sharing. Maybe it is not your intention to share, you just wanted to write to heal, to express, all for yourself. However in doing so, you had unknowlingly given comfort to those who read.

Little Miss Drinkalot said...

Anon - Thank you for your offer of comfort. But I'm never down for long. :)